This is the conclusion i came to.I mean so often when things seem to be ok...something keeps on coming up...and messes it all. Sometimes I feel that we try to impress the people around us instead of just being ourselves.we do our best for people who we like to like us back,we put efforts into that. We try to show why we are special..what makes us different from the rest.And we put efforts into that.I'm not even sure what that special thing that we want to show sometimes really is..but we try and try...and once in a while it works.Sometimes people are amazed...sometimes they become your friends,good friends,best friends,special friends...or more.But we have to be careful..because the most important thing it's to just be ourselves.
Ok,back to where I started from^^ Friendship seems to be easy..in a complicated way.I find it hard many times to deal with more than one friend..I mean..it's so hard to be careful to not neglect one or another and not to get too attached to someone and the other gets to feel bad because of that,when actually you care about all of them.In the end it's you the one who will get hurt,feeling bad because you just couldn't divide equal your attention to them. But worse is when you are dissapointed.When you realise that people you wouldn't thought of hurt you.Bad. I mean...It's hard to trust in someone...after you have the impression that maybe you are not so good friends as you thought .It's good not to have so many friends...but the ones u have to be true friends.
But a friend once told me:the love you give, stays there forever,but the love you keep for youself and don't share it,it's forever lost.
So I don't regret loving you, my friend! (dunno if this makes any sense)
well...my "objective" opinion in this matter is that you should really try to equally distribute your affection. Just because a friend of yours is taller with 8 cm than the other one doesn't mean that she deserves more attention...and besides 1.54 people are adorable and you can't stay mad at them for ever :))(hypothetically speaking). Sure they can be very jealous and possessive and loud mouth and stuff like that....but if you were really their friend you would tell them what bothers you in their attitude (maybe they'll consider changing something). This is how people do it now a days. They don't repress their feelings and they try to communicate. And i think I know where that disappointment is coming from, but don't you think that maybe you have done something wrong your self?
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ReplyDeleteI never said or pretended that i haven't done anything wrong..and i am not mad anymore..maybe i never was...yes equally distributio is what i try,,but it doesn't work all the time.Maybe i didn't try hard enough.But i am curious to see ,,,where does my dissapointment coming from acording to you ?^^ and what have i done wrong?(im sure there was sthg,no question about it)
It all starts with DUMI...alias MD...or Duie Mumi if u like. I think it's one of his schemes to turn students against each other when finals come. This time he really managed to piss me off! but I have plans...they imply Dumi, his car and Bega. R u in? :))
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ReplyDeletewell i totally agree and i wanted to say it's very well-written..
ReplyDeleteI actually recognize myself orr part of my life in each sentence..
hey cutie :D
ReplyDeletewell, friendship is beautiful, even if it is complicated... and it lasts... no matter what dumi might show up :))
love that you're my friend :* >:D<
"cutie" hahahahahahahaha
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