A inceput scoala.Din nou.De fiecare data cand se intampla asta,am senzatia ca e un nou inceput.Am oportunitatea de a alege.Pot sa aleg ce prioritati am,pot invata din greseli si pot alege ce vreau sa schimb.Si mereu am idei noi,sunt asa optimista si imi planific o groaza de lucruri.Si multe dintre ele nu le duc la capat.Se pierd undeva pe drum.Si asta se intampla des.Parca ambitia nu e suficienta,sau determinarea.
In viata de zi cu zi nu stiu de cate ori avem ocazia sa o luam de la inceput.De multe ori ne e frica de asta.Nu e ca la scoala,unde stii ca dupa cateva luni o sa inceapa un nou semestru si totuuul o sa fie bine.Aici e diferit.E viata.Si cred ca asta o face frumoasa.Pentru ca cel mai greu e ca atunci cand nu ai reusit ceva,cand ai esuat,sa continui si sa nu te dai batut.Sa privesti cu incredere.Si nu neaparat sa o iei de la inceput,ci sa continui.Sa ai abilitatea de a trece peste obstacole.Asta e lucrul care ne difera.Asta conteaza la urma urmelor..sa reusim sa mergem inainte,invatand din greseli.Pentru ca de fiecare data cand gresim si incercam din nou,lucrurile vor merge mai bine.Intervine experienta:) Si multora ne e frica sa incercam.Si uneori ne e mai frica de succes decat de esec.Dar adevaratii invingatori sunt cei care incearca si nu se dau batuti.
February 24, 2009
February 11, 2009
People always leave?
I once heard this and I couldn't disagree more.But if I think about it..maybe it's not so false as I thought.Because people do leave;they follow their dreams and their destinies.Some people stay,some go.
If I look back in my life,I realise one thing.The most important people,friends I had/have,left. That's how I learned how it's like to miss someone.The big "I miss you" feeling.And sometimes I wish it wouldn't be needed to feel this.But feeling that you miss someone makes that person important in your life.Or it makes me realise how important that person is to me.I don't want this post to be a sad one or one full of regrets...it's just a way to remember my friends and what they mean to me and how important they were in my life and still are because there was a tie once that kept us together.And some ties cannot be broken.
The first important person that left was Nelu.He was one of my best friends ever.The person who came among us and was just like a glue.He put as all together like he was making a tour around each one of us with a glue and then we were a group of friends.And I loved it.Nelu is popular and charming.And he has something I envy him for.But I envy him and respect him..and admire him I could say.Although he was popular and he had looots of friends,he made time for each and every one of us ,to listen to us and just get to know the real us...and that matters.We had so much fun and I cried so many times of too much laughter when he was around..these are things I can't forget.After he left...that glue was just gone and our little group of friends vanished slowly.Nelu was the thing that kept us together.I miss you,Nelu!
The most important person that left,was Emma.And here I could write pages and pages.My best friend since I was 13.She put up with all the stupid things I've done..and I know I hurt her once..but it's like a dream that's forgotten now.Emma is the person that really knows the real me.A true friend who knows me without saying a word.And her presence here is something I will always miss.Because there are so many times that I feel like talking to someone and there is no one around to whom I can say the things only she knows.I miss talking on the phone hundreds of minutes with her and going out every weekend and having here sleeping over and laughing.Now I barely use the phone and my weekends are spent mostly in the house.And I miss her sitting next to me at church(instead of putting my purse on the chair she used to have^^).And I miss her wise opinions that kept me many times from doing stupid things or opened my eyes to see where I am wrong.But she is still my best friend ever and it will always be like that.Cause even if you're in Germany,we are much more then tied together and I feel you close even if you're not cause you're deep down in my heart:)Oh and about things I admire in you-again I could write a book about this.I mean..there are so many things I like and admire in the way you are...that I just feel honored that I'm your friend and I get to learn from the best;))
Next are the people that are right here close,but I feel them very far,and even if I get to see them,I miss them.First it's for sure Dani.And Andreea. People I know that have so much value and so much talents inside them.And even if our ties don't brake,they loosen sometimes.But deep down inside..these are the persons I know I can trust and I know I can always ask for their advice and I know the feeling is mutual.Dani is the person who just knows to encourage me every time.He is wise and he told me things that I remember every time I feel down.Andreea was always the super star,the girl with a strong personality.
And of course,last but not least.The people that came in my life,for just a few weeks,but I feel I know them for ever.And that they were in my life for a long time.Steph(the girl i like to "get lost" with^^) and Yann(the guy who makes me smile^^).I feel that they know me and they got to know me in a few weeks like others maybe don't.And I feel I know them too,especially Steph^^People that I miss every single day and I wish they were closer:P But I admire you two for your talents and for the way you are.
This is getting too long lol.My conclusion is that missing is not such a bad feeling cause it makes all of you precious to me.And I am keeping you in my heart even if you're not close:D love,love,love you:D
If I look back in my life,I realise one thing.The most important people,friends I had/have,left. That's how I learned how it's like to miss someone.The big "I miss you" feeling.And sometimes I wish it wouldn't be needed to feel this.But feeling that you miss someone makes that person important in your life.Or it makes me realise how important that person is to me.I don't want this post to be a sad one or one full of regrets...it's just a way to remember my friends and what they mean to me and how important they were in my life and still are because there was a tie once that kept us together.And some ties cannot be broken.
The first important person that left was Nelu.He was one of my best friends ever.The person who came among us and was just like a glue.He put as all together like he was making a tour around each one of us with a glue and then we were a group of friends.And I loved it.Nelu is popular and charming.And he has something I envy him for.But I envy him and respect him..and admire him I could say.Although he was popular and he had looots of friends,he made time for each and every one of us ,to listen to us and just get to know the real us...and that matters.We had so much fun and I cried so many times of too much laughter when he was around..these are things I can't forget.After he left...that glue was just gone and our little group of friends vanished slowly.Nelu was the thing that kept us together.I miss you,Nelu!
The most important person that left,was Emma.And here I could write pages and pages.My best friend since I was 13.She put up with all the stupid things I've done..and I know I hurt her once..but it's like a dream that's forgotten now.Emma is the person that really knows the real me.A true friend who knows me without saying a word.And her presence here is something I will always miss.Because there are so many times that I feel like talking to someone and there is no one around to whom I can say the things only she knows.I miss talking on the phone hundreds of minutes with her and going out every weekend and having here sleeping over and laughing.Now I barely use the phone and my weekends are spent mostly in the house.And I miss her sitting next to me at church(instead of putting my purse on the chair she used to have^^).And I miss her wise opinions that kept me many times from doing stupid things or opened my eyes to see where I am wrong.But she is still my best friend ever and it will always be like that.Cause even if you're in Germany,we are much more then tied together and I feel you close even if you're not cause you're deep down in my heart:)Oh and about things I admire in you-again I could write a book about this.I mean..there are so many things I like and admire in the way you are...that I just feel honored that I'm your friend and I get to learn from the best;))
Next are the people that are right here close,but I feel them very far,and even if I get to see them,I miss them.First it's for sure Dani.And Andreea. People I know that have so much value and so much talents inside them.And even if our ties don't brake,they loosen sometimes.But deep down inside..these are the persons I know I can trust and I know I can always ask for their advice and I know the feeling is mutual.Dani is the person who just knows to encourage me every time.He is wise and he told me things that I remember every time I feel down.Andreea was always the super star,the girl with a strong personality.
And of course,last but not least.The people that came in my life,for just a few weeks,but I feel I know them for ever.And that they were in my life for a long time.Steph(the girl i like to "get lost" with^^) and Yann(the guy who makes me smile^^).I feel that they know me and they got to know me in a few weeks like others maybe don't.And I feel I know them too,especially Steph^^People that I miss every single day and I wish they were closer:P But I admire you two for your talents and for the way you are.
This is getting too long lol.My conclusion is that missing is not such a bad feeling cause it makes all of you precious to me.And I am keeping you in my heart even if you're not close:D love,love,love you:D
February 6, 2009
Friendship is complicated
This is the conclusion i came to.I mean so often when things seem to be ok...something keeps on coming up...and messes it all. Sometimes I feel that we try to impress the people around us instead of just being ourselves.we do our best for people who we like to like us back,we put efforts into that. We try to show why we are special..what makes us different from the rest.And we put efforts into that.I'm not even sure what that special thing that we want to show sometimes really is..but we try and try...and once in a while it works.Sometimes people are amazed...sometimes they become your friends,good friends,best friends,special friends...or more.But we have to be careful..because the most important thing it's to just be ourselves.
Ok,back to where I started from^^ Friendship seems to be easy..in a complicated way.I find it hard many times to deal with more than one friend..I mean..it's so hard to be careful to not neglect one or another and not to get too attached to someone and the other gets to feel bad because of that,when actually you care about all of them.In the end it's you the one who will get hurt,feeling bad because you just couldn't divide equal your attention to them. But worse is when you are dissapointed.When you realise that people you wouldn't thought of hurt you.Bad. I mean...It's hard to trust in someone...after you have the impression that maybe you are not so good friends as you thought .It's good not to have so many friends...but the ones u have to be true friends.
But a friend once told me:the love you give, stays there forever,but the love you keep for youself and don't share it,it's forever lost.
So I don't regret loving you, my friend! (dunno if this makes any sense)
Ok,back to where I started from^^ Friendship seems to be easy..in a complicated way.I find it hard many times to deal with more than one friend..I mean..it's so hard to be careful to not neglect one or another and not to get too attached to someone and the other gets to feel bad because of that,when actually you care about all of them.In the end it's you the one who will get hurt,feeling bad because you just couldn't divide equal your attention to them. But worse is when you are dissapointed.When you realise that people you wouldn't thought of hurt you.Bad. I mean...It's hard to trust in someone...after you have the impression that maybe you are not so good friends as you thought .It's good not to have so many friends...but the ones u have to be true friends.
But a friend once told me:the love you give, stays there forever,but the love you keep for youself and don't share it,it's forever lost.
So I don't regret loving you, my friend! (dunno if this makes any sense)
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