January 14, 2009
Talking in public
I am afraid of talking in public..and when I say talking in public ,I refer to making a presentation or having to speak about something,about my work for example ,to defend it.I am terrified about that.And I'm not sure why.Most of the time I know what I have to say,and I know that there's nothing to be ashamed of.But when it comes to actually speaking...now there I have a big issue. I just stop.Actually words stop coming.I hear them in my mind..but they just wont get out. And I begin to put that puppy face on..like "oops I am all lost..help?"And that it's bad for me.And I know it.I so know it.Well tomorrow I have to make one of those presentations.In front of some teachers I never talked to before. And I'm scared.I started to be scared last week.I already feel nervous and all. I hope it wont be a mess.I hope I will not panic. And I still don't know why am I so scared.A lot of people seem to be so ok with that..and I feel that I could be too..it's not that hard...I just don't feel comfortable doing that.But I have to learn to be ok with it.It's a must.Still scared.
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yeah..funny..but true..and I am afraid t happens to most of us...
ReplyDeleteworst is when you totally block, like i do... you can't talk,or think... that is horror...and puppy eyes won't help, damn it...and feeling scared and being reassured that it's all gonna be fine either... because it's never fine... it's all scary and dark...and it's a try u have to take...u miss, u fail, u get up and u try again..it's a must for the progress
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